Screwdriver
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A question for you, in another post you said you were on a 30 sec issue with the skits. Hope you were better to go see this Non essential FLT repair?
If your not well you should really look after yourself first
Not sure I really want to go into detail about it tbh. There will be an episode, then I will (probably) have a period of normality. I have had to dash home a few times which is why I am effectively restricted to my local neighbourhood.
You’re right I do have to look after myself. I try to avoid the thinking about the visual defect that came out of nowhere for example (demyelination of the optic nerve) but consider this; I can see it.
It is a constant reminder that there’s something eating away at my brain. My left arm increasingly goes into uncontrollable spasm (though that might be a failed foraminotomy), the bowel issue might just be stress and the recent episode of arrhythmia too but everything points to MS.
I often find myself wondering how a “normal” person would cope. On their own.